I know I sound like a pussy but I woke up and I feel demotivated AS FUCK. Yesterday a good friend of mine who I hooked up with said she’d like to not be in contact anymore (probably cause it ruined our “friendship” or some shit like that) Now I know I need to hit on other girls and approach, but I just can’t find the motivation to do it. It’s like I’m stuck on her and it’s making me go out of my mind.

I’m already lifting, reading about law of attraction and managing Shopify stores - but girls are one thing I’m missing. Not even for the sex - I want to experience. Going out with them, going on adventures, joking, whatever .. I’m 18 years old and in 2 months going to the army (Not military/combat - so don’t say “army will change me”- I want the change to start now).

I just really want to be abundant when it comes to girls, but she’s stuck on my mind and I can’t even visualize myself approaching and meeting girls now.. I need help.