So my freshman year of college I was super passionate about making music and even began to gain a decent following of supporters. Around the same time I entered into my first LTR with the girl who would eventually lead me to become red-pilled. Anyways, after freshman year I wanted to drop out of school and pursue music full time as it was my dream and I had built up some momentum, but I ended up coming back to school because I was “in love” with this girl. I chose a bullshit major that I thought would allow me to focus on music as much as possible. My music continued to grow but overtime I began to spend more and more time with my gf and less time pursuing my goals. And naturally she began to pursue me less, started going to the bars with her single friends, etc.... so I broke up with her. After a couple weeks of being broken up I went full simp and began to beg her back. Keep in mind I had no support system, no friends, and nothing going for me as I had sacrificed my goals to lay around and watch Netflix with her. Anyways I spent the next year and a half being upset and depressed. My music lost all momentum and I pretty much am back at square one. Except this time people won’t give me the time of day because I look like I failed the first time. I don’t know how to get my mojo back. I’ve graduated school and have an okay job. It’s not a career job just something decent until I find something better. I’ve slept with 4 girls since her and even had a mini fling with a hotter girl this past summer that lasted 4 months but we weren’t compatible and she had to go back to school so we broke it off. I just feel lost. I sacrificed my goals for my ex and my life went to shit. How can I get my mojo back??