hello brothers,

20 years old, been on TRP for a year now after being a beta bitch and wondering why my former oneitis ghosted me. made massive strides in mental fortitude and being the best me.

recently got back in contact with my childhood crush. never had anything develop with this girl, but we had mutual interest back in middle/high school and things never went anywhere. long story short, we ended up hooking up this weekend before she left my city.

i keep finding myself having the same thoughts of “destined love” and her being “the one”, even though i know better from being on the sub. this is just a theory, but i think it’s because i’ve always subconsciously thought of her as “the one that got away”, and seeing her again put me back in my pre-TRP mentality. i’m putting this out in case anyone has experienced this before and has tips to get over this?