TL;DR: before I become an nonfunctional alcoholic, how I do implement my drunk mindset to everyday rl?, everything seems so clear and easy from this drunk POV

Hey,

First of all, this is a drunk post, but keep reading.

Hey so so far we recently made to 250k on TRP, such great news hah¿ This is only nothing but a small percentage of the total global population.

We have been given access to all of those resources in here (considering only subscribers read the sidebar) that allows us to be ahead of, of what the rest of the man in this earth are. We are given the tools: personal experiences, knowledge, FRs or whatsoever to read, analyze , conclude and extract personal conclusions that at some point will allow us to take the correct decisions in our personals life.

But I have a problem, it feels like so far, I can only feel truly free and RP aware when I am drunk, which sadly it is not everyday.

Why sadly? Because this is how I feel right now (taken while on my drunk peak):

I cannot describe my feeling but freedom, carelessness, something that makes that the difficult things doesn't matter anymore. Everything I fear in "real life" it's gone. All of a sudden I have clear what to do with women, with job, goals and everything in life. Ahhh it makes no sense but drunk as fuck right now.

This is what I wrote while really drunk.

Life is a fucking rough shit, isn't it? Who ever said it's supposed to be easy? We give so many shit for granted just to find out things aren't as we were told while growing up.

What does it mean this then? Do I have to be drunk all day long in order to find this mental state? I feel (while still drunk now) free of fear, I can handle anything that life throws at me, you know why? Because in less than 100 years (probably less) I will be fucking death, and nothing will mater.

All those fears that are stopping me from doing what I truly want will be meaningless, fuck, not even 100 years but probably one week.

But yeah, here I am, a sad European cunt eating a fucking kebbab while drunk ( fuking cunt pout spicy sauce in my kebbab) living somewhere in the world where I could die and probably onlly 100 people would care).

TL;DR: before I become an nonfunctional alcoholic, how I do implement my drunk mindset to everyday rl?, everything seems so clear and easy from this drunk POV