So i've been texting this chick for a while and got her to meet up thru good use of text game, under the premise of smoking together. But this is where i get a bit uneasy.
She starts testing my frame by poking fun - "you're so innocent" and "you always look so guilty". Truth is, I was pretty anxious on the inside. I started to feel really guilty and nervous but played it off by acting like a bit of a jerk (or at least that's how I see my actions).
Eventually I escalate enough and we make out for a bit. She gets more comfortable with me and all is good, but i'm still sketching out. I felt really on edge and I don't understand why, with this notion that I was acting like a complete a-hole. I felt like I was maybe pushing things a bit too fast with her, i will be honest guys - I invited her to my place a couple of times throughout our meetup and she wasn't up for it.
Is this ASD or LMR? Bit of background, this girl has had a rather promiscuous life in school and She mentioned having anxiety trouble and doesn't like meeting new people as a reason for not coming.. Because she doesn't wanna be seen by my housemates.
My response was to tone it down a bit and just chill with her for a bit longer. She mentioned getting the bus home since it was getting late (like 2am) so I called it there. Kissed before she leaves and that was that.
I still feel really guilty and uneasy about this encounter the day after. I can't help but feel I went wrong somehow and i feel like a sexual predator. Wtf is wrong with me?
Tl;dr Met up with a girl, felt really anxious but it didn't stop me from making out with her. After the meet i feel mixed feelings of guilt and uneasiness, even though it wasn't a bad situation. Am I over thinking this?
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