Obviously college here. Fucked up my first year of rush, rushed a house first semester and got dropped for some dumb stuff, and then rushed spring and didn't get a bid mainly because I felt low in confidence as I was going through some things in life and just seemed like I was trying to hard.

Now I want to rush a fraternity fall but would the guys still remember me from rush? I mean I wanna rush the best house if im gonna do it.

Also if I didnt go the fraternity route, is it still possible to have a crazy good time in college, or not? I do plan to focus on my studies more though as Im doing a hard major.