I worked with this girl for 8 months up until a month and a half ago. Fucked her at least once a week for 4 months. She said she needed a week to herself a couple weeks after I left the company, then I went on vacation, then she did with her family. Busy at work the next week. I’ve only ever texted for logistics and gave her the benefit of the doubt, but communication has got less and less. Just called her tonight, got no answer and no texts back.

I said I wouldn’t get oneitus again, but guess I did. Pretty baffled how fast she pulled away. I lift everyday, I read, I meditate, I see other girls. I know I’m a pussy for writing this, but fuck this hurts.