I(M29) just broke up(F27) a 3 year relationship 2 weeks ago due to her 'not knowing her feelings' and 'wanting to find herself again'. Now, im not new at the red pill, i know where i fucked up and what 'finding herself again' exactly means, its not making it any easier to move on. Yesterday i drunk too much and end up messaging her letting her know i miss her, like a fucking chump I am right now. It just seem too hard right now.

Backstory: was reading TRP before the relationship actually and life was going smooth with occasional hook ups although was not being able to spin multiple plates regularly. She comes along(hb9) with the best sex ive ever had being the hottest girl ive been with(I know right),although I wasnt looking for nothing more than what we were having, she would regularly tell me she never had a connection like we were having and asking me if ive been seing someone else because she wasnt, i would say im not looking for nothing more than that right now and we would go on. 6 months go by and I end up promoting her to LTR, she would do everything I asked her to and the sex was even better than before multiple times a day. Slowly but surely I was easing out on TRP principles and being more and more comfortable and that was were I completely fucked up, completely lost frame anda started living more and more in her frame. Fast forward to few months ago, the thrill was gone, the sex drive was gone(i had to initiate all the time) and, remembering the stuff i once knew from the rollo tomassi book, I knew this moment was coming, and what a cliche. She wasnt feeling right for a long time and wanted to breakup, i knew what was going on and let her, without much of a discussion.

I just want some guidance from experiences on what I should do to get ride of her from my life and mind cause it doesnt seem possible rn. Already delete her from my social media and her number today, everything from photos to her stuff is gone.