English isn't my first language, so please excuse the weirdly worded sentences and other mistakes.
Also want to preface this by saying I'm not RP, but I'm learning.
tl;dr : can't get my mind off my ex, need advice
Body : So, long story short, I just got out of a 6 months relationship with a girl, mostly because I felt like maintaining it was taking too much time and effort that I needed to spend on university and lifting, and because I had pretty much lost the motivation to be with her.
It's been two weeks now and she sent me a message yesterday saying she misses me, and asked if I missed her.
Well, I fucking do. For once, she does have flaws obviously but one thing I can't deny is she has been a very loving gf, supportive, really agreable, and despite calling herself a feminist she was extremely receptive to me applying TRP truths in our relationship.
I know if I get back with her it's gonna be great for 2 weeks before I realize I have to leave her again, but I just can't help feeling regrets about leaving her and I just want to run back to her right now.
The stupidest, and probably most BP part of all this is that I keep thinking about her hooking up with other guys and I can't deny it feels bad, eventhough I have been doing the same. How do I keep myself from thinking about her that much, and more generally, how can I deal with this situation?