i talk about sex with girls on tinder with a fake profile and they tell me about their gangbangs with 4 black dudes etc and i just feel terrible about it but excited at the same time and jerk off to the details. My addiction is so bad that i have even started putting an alarm at 4 am in the morning just to jerk off. Except for exercising and jerking off i dont do anything at all.

I havent gotten laid in 2 years and am just very very frustrated about it and every girl i see makes me excited. Idk what to do in my life anymore