I did it guys. What everyone says not to do. I fell in love with a slut. And I don’t know what to do. Heres a quick recap: Im 21 and in college. Girl and I match on tinder - I was a virgin just looking to have a quick relationship for the summer. I was done with being a virgin and done with it holding me back with women, I needed to overcome my fear of escalation. She tells me she’s inexperienced and based on the way I acted she wanted me to teach her stuff.

I ended up telling her I was a virgin and she told me she wasn’t, she was just inexperienced. Time goes by and we see each other again and eventually we fuck. And we fuck a lot. The quick relationship that I wanted to simply gain some experience turns into 8 months. And honestly its been great except for this one thing. Maybe im inexperienced and can’t see the other red flags, but there has been this one thing bothering me the whole time.

The girl had sex one time before she met me. Just one. She hooked up with a guy from tinder to lose her virginity because she was “tired of waiting for the right guy.” She tried hooking up with another guy from tinder but that didn’t go anywhere. Then she met me. And while she only did it once, talking to her, everything, points to her mentality being that of a slut. She doesn’t see sex as something special - she wants to be able to do it without consequences anywhere with anyone if she wants to( assuming single).

I don’t know what to do here. The relationship is great. We have a ton of sex and she is submissive and is fun to be around. But i can’t shake the feeling that the more time I spend with her, the more im falling for her and that she doesn’t deserve me because of the way she thinks. I feel if I stay with her I wont feel like a man because I stayed with a girl who was a slut. I don’t want to break up either because, in all honesty, I really like her. I don’t want to detach and lead her on until something else comes along because its not fair to her.

It feels like im longing for a blue pill fantasy that I shouldnt be.