Hey guys so I've been fuckin up for the past year and a half I'll tell the story in point form if you have any insight please do not hesitate. I'll be calling the girl in the LTR Hillary

June 2016 - graduated high school

December 2016 - direct message an old classmate (Hillary) and we hit it off we talk on & off till

August 2017 - tell Hillary I'm not tryna fuck around and want a relationship with her she denies seeing my advances and wants to be friends

November 2017 - go out with 2 plates and get head from 1 which Hillary finds out about

December 2017 - Hillary invites me to a concert where it ends in head but we don't make the relationship official till New year's

January 2018 - we're both virgins but we still do stuff to ease into it

April 2018 - due to barely seeing each other (parents & school) we finally do the deed

May 2018 - she leaves for a month abroad with family

June - is our 6 month anniversary and I kinda went over the top I was the one who gave presents and plush and a small flower pot. I did not receive anything which I mentally noted and kept to myself. Hillary says that her present will be a night out at some restaurant she knows which she would pay all expenses for and she said soon.

October 2018 - At this point we still haven't gone to the restaurant and I Never received a gift back but she says we'll go see a movie courtesy of her.

Halloween 2018 - I take her to a friend's party and shes cold to me I somehow make our way to a bathroom and do the deed and at the end I ask her why we don't meet as often to do it and she replies "I have school akashic I have to focus on MY future". From this point I already pronounced the relationship dead and disappeared for a while.

December 2018 - after a Christmas party I hand her a cheap gift and proceed to tell her all of her mistakes over the course of the year we were dating she starts crying blames her low libido and all her shortcomings on her wavering mental health. I give her the benefit of the doubt and told her to get her shit together and see someone.

January 2019 (today) - she sends me a text that some dude (customer) hit her on her politely while at work.

---To be honest Im open to any advice at this point and would appreciate any insight as to what I should do and not do in this relationship.

TLDR: I've made it as concise as possible in point form. Go read.