By ugly and less skilled I mean there are scars on my face that wont go away anytime soon and they look really bad. Can't do anything to hide them at the moment. Also my face is slightly asymmetric that shows in pictures and again it does not make me look any good. As a kid, I never properly learned to talk to girls and always disliked them because of their shitty nature (gossiping about people, etc) but even though I'm working on my social skills, it'll take a long time to learn and hone them. I've seen a lot of girls that treat me like shit be nice and friendly with other guys with higher SMV and more alpha characteristics. I've read articles on improving SMV, but will I ever be seen as a high SMV guy with this ugly look? I'm not fat, been working out and trying to build muscle mass. It sometimes just scares me that I'll be doomed forever...