I don't have a social or professional life to show off. On top of that I've lost faith in a society whose culture is a product of Islam (religion).

I got severe oneitis two weeks ago at 'volunteer work camp'. I didn't succeed in making friends with her. At the end of the day, I fall into thinking that she's better off without me. She genuinely has a happy life, while I'm pessimistic.

How does being faithless affects you when you're chasing someone?