I've been on TRP for a good couple of months and it has changed me for he better. Currently texting 3 different girls which is very new to me, (no sex...yet) so you can definitely say I'm learning but nobody's perfect and I'm still very unskilled in all this.

I feel like I'm trying too hard. I try to flirt with every girl. I know that's not a bad thing but I want to also be on the good side of girls to use them for future advantages (parties, going out, there friends ect.).

So the problem or wall I'm facing is that feel as if I can't hold back. Like personally I want to meet every girl and try to fuck every girl. Why would that be bad you ask? Because I'm not creating relationships. I'm just trying to fuck instantly but obviously you need to create some friction and connect on some level. My approach has become more flirtatious but because I'm impatient as hell. I just want them to fuck me which is contradicting to everything TRP has taught me which is to go step at a time.

How can I calm myself down and just be cool in situations where I'm meeting a new girl. I have the confidence in body language and have been lifting. I'm just ridiculously impatient when it comes to the conversations. I don't listen unless it's about me and frankly as I type this I'm realizing how narcissistic this sounds which in reality it probably is narcissistic.

Have any of you fellow red pillers felt this sort of mental block? Like if you're high off your own supply when you really don't need to be?