I am 30. I like them both for different reasons. They've both been around for more than two years. They'd both score great on the TRP LTR checklist (for what TRP LTR checklist there is).

Ideas like this get stuck in my head where I compare the two. This is causing issues with being able to stick to one. I do want to start an LTR and see how it goes, it's been a while, and I do have some strategy behind the move.

I have narrowed it down to two girls, but here's where things get screwed up;

I like sex better with one than the other, our sex is explosive and def close to the best partner I have ever had in the sack. The other is more submissive and rarely shit test.

One is more playful and fun. The other is more serious, caring and nurturing.

One will fib once in a while to me. The other closely resembles the most trustworthy person I have ever met.

One is far from smart. The other is very smart.

I feel more like a kid around one. The other makes me feel like a safe, secure, adult that has a little fun here and there.

They both clean, cook, and do what I say. They both have their shit together.