I need some ideas to not revert back to being blue pill! I used to be redpill but the LTR t I had cause me to go back into being blue pill.

I just got dumped a month ago and was moping around the whole time thinking about, "all the things we had", "how could she leave me for another man". I was wondering why everybody in asktrp are so insensitive to my problems but now I realized their not insensitive I was just being too sensitive. I can't trust myself right now they're playing with me like I'm a pregnant hormonal woman.

Now that I'm thinking about I realized why she did and it's making me cringe. I've had plenty of awakenings this past month but they never stick. I'm worried that I'll wake up tommorow crying about it again. I'm currently cherish this shit cause it feels so liberating.