Thanks to TRP, I knew I had to terminate this relationship. I had lost frame, she lost interest, and things were gradually falling apart from what was a really fun and beautiful thing between us. I realized it was more or less a lost cause and broke up with her.

In the last exchange, I saw her true colors for the first and last time. She essentially bragged that even when things were growing apart between us, she was still having a great time. Spitting on me and emptying my wallet all the way to the downward spiral.

I wish I could say I’m instantly diving into monk mode and forgetting about this, but I’m not. I’m pissed and hurt in a weird combination, and I feel incredibly bitter and cynical about any future relationships with girls. I fear that underneath every smile of every girl I’ll meet, there looms this same manipulative monster that I saw in her.

I don’t wanna go MGTOW or anything, guys. How do I get over this shit and regain some faith? Otherwise it seems like an incredibly lonely fate.