Hey I’m 17M and last night a girl whom liked me and whom I liked sucked one of my good friends’ dicks while drunk, while I was in the same house. She came to me after and apologized and started crying and calling herself a hoe, but I feel like she was just saying what I wanted to hear. I haven’t talked to her since that night, and while she was still drunk she said she wanted to talk things through while we were both sober. Anyways I do realize AWALT and people I’ve talked to about it have told me to move on from her and that I will find someone much much better, and I 100% agree. But I realize this is a bad case of oneitis and I don’t know how to move past it. In case you’re wondering, I’ve already gotten past the depression from the whole ordeal, but she’s still just the only thing on my mind right now. I’ve already fucked her but I still can’t get over my emotions from her, which is why I’m here. How do I stop being such a fucking beta and move on from this shit??? I knew I should’ve moved on after I fucked her but there’s something I saw in her that kept me attracted to her. I just want to get this shit outta my head before I see her

Tl;dr; oneitis who claims she likes me sucked another dudes dick while I was in the same house, can’t stop thinking about it, help