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Last people saw of me was blue pill. With things changing since TRP knowledge, curious as to what I should do about pursuing girls I used to know, wether it's worth pursuing at all/ would you care about affecting reputation within old friends?

Hamster's at it again.

Im 18 and being this age, your never the only one turning 18. I've got a few parties coming up of old school friends turning 18 however the last they saw of me, my personality, attitude and ego was bluer than the sky most days.

Since TRP my perspectives on things/attitude is changing with time, as a result i'm inclined to be more assertive with my desires/wants with girls. However I'm thinking over the problems that may arise from me pursuing that and chatting up girls will obviously spread through the vine tree with friends and affect my reputation? I can already imagine the shunning to come from the girls that used to know me who will want to keep me in there orbiter box.

Is it a matter of dealing with shit tests?

worth pursuing at all?

Would you guys really care over it?