Long story short - I'm a 6'4, 200 lbs guy from Nordics who decided to take a vagina carousel and joined the Erasmus program. For people who don't know what that is - it's an 6 month exchange program, where you go to a different European country to study for 6 months only, and pretty much party and socialize with international people you will never see again after it ends.

I am from the north, and am here in Italy. Already have 4 F closes in 3 weeks I've spent here, and not even trying, just standing there and doing minimal socialization. 3 of those F closes became a FWB, so I had my hands full and balls empty. I've been kinda cold and low-investment with all of them, and it seemed to work, but one of those FWB posted a story on Instagram, where she is with another guy and taking a vacation. Of course I know what is going on between, but I'm not the guy who likes to share, and it immediately made my blood pump. I had been ignoring this girl for a few days, but now that I saw that she is with an another guy, I sent an angry message which looked kinda like "who the fuck is that guy?" to which she replied "just a lover, just like you :)". I can tell that she is of course jealous and mad at me, that I spend my time with different ladies and am cold to her, but once I saw this thing on Instagram, I kinda can't stop thinking about her and how I should of acted different and maybe should of invested a little more. She quit her exchange program and went back to her home country, so impossible to get her now. Mind you, she is lower SMV than me. This is driving me crazy, how tf can I get oneitis even if I understand how RP works?

Men of The Red Pill, please be as harsh as possible, and tell me what is my problem and how to fix it? Ego? "Wanting something you can't have"? The man she spent her last days here with was lower SMV than me, and looked like a typical BP "i wuv you" guy.

HELP!