Back in High School I had an awkward phase. Eventually I glowed up and learned Red Pill a year later. Because i was weird back then i didnt have lots of friends. Im still struggling socially and my status is very low(Basically im behind). Im not that super awkward, Im on my purpose and lifting, and im actually pretty confident in talking to people but im always trying to look cool to other people. I behave and talk differently depending who Im with or talking to. Subconsciously sometimes a people pleaser but im learning to control it. I just want to fucking be myself. I want to speak my mind. How do I find out my personality? How do i find out how i want to behave? How do i determine my own body language and the way I talk? Over the years Im constantly trying to be someone else(usually modeling my personality from a celebrity or a person i admire). I change my personality now and then. This is really a general question but I dont know how to really put it.