Im senior hs student,17 yo. Need to study for university entrance exam,but just cant clear my mind.Been beta male&niceguy for a long time and friendzoned by my crush,also she has been only friend i talked in a daily basis,after i realized what im doing wrong because she never sees me as other boiz around,i stopped texting or talking to her.Since then i cant stop thinking whats going to be ,when she is going to text to ask what happened to "us" and what is going to be my answer.We are in holiday for a week now,any advices?