I’ve basically given up on school and all of my old hobbies, not really sure why just don’t feel like doing them anymore.

I work in a kitchen which I enjoy and make decent money especially for a 17 year old.

I don’t want to drop out of high school but at the same time I keep failing my classes due to the coronavirus making it so I have to do 90% of my work from home which is impossible for me. I would rather be working tbh.

I have no idea what I’m going to do when I get out of high school. I have no passions, skills, or talents. I have average intelligence and average build.

Basically I don’t want to turn into my stepsister. She has a new job every month because she is insufferable and doesn’t want to work. She has no money and her dad pays for everything. Honesty I believe I’m smarter than her but at the same time I am scared I will end up working at a grocery store for the rest of my life.

I make decent money through working, but also online I can make quite a lot of money so I like to think I am creative when I’m looking for ways to make money.

I am doing really bad in school so all possibilities of a good education have gone out the window. I am completely lost. I stay awake every night thinking about what I’m going to do after high school. My question is how do I find direction and purpose when I have nothing?