I took the pill 7 months ago. I started lifting and martial training. Dropped bad habits such as drugs, smoke and alcohol. I got through a surgery in the early trp days but i got apathetic recently. Friends doing everytime the same thing (drinks, disco and weed) and girls not looking as interesting as before got me really bored of everything and i "closed" myself into my routine of lifting eating and videogames. Even my studies got boring, with horrendous professors and subjects but even if i am nearly at the end i can't help myself to finish them. I may have started realising too late that this isn't what i wanna do (got pushed into it by my family and by my bluepill behaviour). Recently i got a somewhat big trauma on myself just because i am extremely goofy that helped me to snap out a bit from it. I might get back into meditation even if it didnt felt as good as people told me. How can i get over this phase and maybe even become less goofy?