Greetings all, I'm not much of a RedPiller myself, have spent much of my days feeling sorry for myself.

I'm going to be 43 years old, and have just learned of my sister's colonoscopy being non-malignant, but having pre-cancerous cells. And she is 2 years younger than me. This news made me imagine the worst, I have visions of myself dying from stage IV colon cancer even as I'm scheduling a colonoscopy for myself.

I'm not religious. I used to be a Christian but have turned to Agnostic Atheism since then.

I find the TRPers to be down to earth, people who don't bullshit around.

What do you recommend that I do? How can I be ready for the worst case when I'm feeling like a p*ssy already?