Hello guys, I have a problem. In my country the rules are super strict and the pass rate is aprox. 35%. Before my first try I was really confident that I will pass, I did everything good and not a single mistake in 2 hour drive. Now the exam came and I felt like I lost control over my body. Obviously I failed.

Second time I did some stupid ass mistake when turning left from one direction road. Could have easily avoided it if my mind was clear.

And now I didn't pass, because I've parked literally 2cm too close to the line. We were fucking measuring it with the examiner.

Now I really start to lose faith and think that it's not up to me if I will pass or not. The point is, this influences my whole life. I'm 18 and I need to take jobs on the weekends to pay for those exams, everything I've earned this month is freaking gone.

Can you give me some advice on how to deal with this? Normally I'm a good driver, I just feel that the world either wants to give me a lesson or just fuck with me. I haven't experienced anything like this ever. I mean, I have a world champion title in international competition. No fucks given(well, maybe some, but nothing close). I box and when sparring my mind is completly clear. And yet I enter this car and all of this peace in me disappears. I've even tried meditation and it din't help. TRP, what is your advice on this? I'm afraid that 'treat it as it's nothing' didn't work for me.