I don't know what to do. I switched schools two years ago and went form beta to alpha cocksman thanks to the red pill. But do to an event that involved a girl and good game I've been forced to go back to my old school.

Here's why I think it happened I'm a nerdy alpha who is very intelligent and mature beyond my years. So I was a perfect match for my old school which was private and full of smart people and nerdy dudes to hang out with. I was able to thrive there I should mention that I have built up a ton of muscle and I am taller then all my peers so it was very easy. I made very good friends and I loved life. My old school is a very geto public school full of retards. I just didn't and still don't fit in there

I switched to my new school(the school I was beta at) and completely fucked it up. I slipped into my old frame of being the guy to fuck with and now I'm miserable I just have know idea what to do I analyzed and did my best to try different mind sets. I just can't make it work I feel like a different person. I just don't know what to do.

I freaked out and faked being sick to go home today. That's how bad it's gotten I never did that shit at my old school I loved every second there. I can't make it at school there I just can't.

I know that no one can help me but myself but I don't know where else to turn I don't know help if you can.