After a year or more, I just can't see my classmates at the college as I could've if I hadn't swallowed the pill. I'm not interested in dating the females here, but when I see my blue pilled buddy going down the wrong road I feel I could wake him up. I read sometime ago, act like others think like yourself, I feel as though I'm an outcast. How am I going to survive the next 5 years in the same class I don't know, but one thing I'm sure of is that I need to stop verbalising about the pill in the matrix, it's the only way these people will perceive me like they do the others. I just can't keep rolling forever with the blue pilled group like this.