I feel evil.

abdada · 2018-04-20T18:48:37+00:00

It's called "projection" and it's common in people with no value to others.

Nobody values you so you don't value yourself and blame otehrs for it.

seexo · 2018-04-20T23:28:09+00:00

This is me. Let me tell you how I fixed some things...

First of all I still find everybody boring, you know who I don't find boring? People I look up to, people who know a lot more than I do (try ECs, wise old people with good sense of humor, ruthless businessmans, etc...) My closest friends are: the strongest guy in the gym and a dude with his own business at 20

Do you think you're intelligent? Go outside and see for yourself that there are people way more intelligent than you with shittier grades, with shitty personalities, sluts, crackheads, lazy people.

Maybe you have high expectations for everything, for everybody. Try to humble yourself down, I can tell that you haven't gotten a job.

Go to classes related to things you like, without expectations. You like to go to the gym? Try gymnastics or crossfit just for fun. Do you like boxing? Go watch a big match with a friend, if you don't have one just go alone, try to talk with everybody, get some numbers from interesting people (not just girls) maybe you can find a job through those people, one that is not boring you know.

If you tried that. Try going to classes about something you DONT like. Have you tried ballet? tennis? cooking classes?.

I can tell that you enjoyed having the highest grades and being above average (dont lie, you didn't force yourself through school because I said the same shit to myself).

Have you tried science competitions?

My recommendation would be to go out more, talk more and do more in general, leave the computer, do different things. You're still overanalyzing everything, and stop lying to yourself.

frequentlywrong · 2018-04-20T19:32:40+00:00

I don't really care about anything

Finding motivation and a purpose is what you are suppose to be doing at your age. Wallowing in your own self pity is not going to get the job done.

but I really don't feel like ever working a job, the boredom would kill me.

At 21 you know just about jack shit about anything. Don't be making predictions on things you know nothing about.

frequentlywrong · 2018-04-20T19:54:46+00:00

I'm intelligent and have basically forced myself through school and 2 years of college. I was top of my class in school but I was miserable.

If you think that is some sort of relevant accomplishment you are deluding yourself.

The only reason you describe yourself as intelligent is because not only do you not know how much you don't know, you don't even have an inkling of the depth of your ignorance.

bob13bob · 2018-04-20T20:00:23+00:00

get therapy, channel it to adrenaline activties like boxing gym, climbing, mtn biking etc. something where you get to face danger, but in a controlled manner.

start a business, unless you really think you'll be happy working for other people.

MarkJohnPaul · 2018-04-20T22:21:10+00:00

Find a chick that's down to get bad with you and have some fun

UseForThrowAwayStuff · 2018-04-21T00:13:36+00:00

if you let her go, only her and the ex win

Tony_Danza_the_boss · 2018-04-20T19:02:02+00:00

Don't really know what to say other than you fit the description of a sociopath. Maybe try talking to someone.

Title	I feel evil.
Author	Casconvacc
Upvotes	2
Comments	21
Date	April 20, 2018 6:46 PM UTC (8 years ago)
Subreddit	Posted in /r/askTRP
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