I'm sure I'm not the only one here like this. I don't like people. This isn't some edgy post or whatever. I genuinely feel hate and rage towards almost everyone I meet. I regularly feel like beating the shit out of someone just for the thrill of it. I have had friends in the past and I just tend to get bored of them. I feel bored by almost everything. I need massive adrenaline rushes just to feel alive. When I was younger I used to do teenage delinquent shit and I miss that, the thrill of running from police and of doing bad things made me feel something. Also feel something when I'm boxing training and punching the shit out of the heavy bag.

I'm intelligent and have basically forced myself through school and 2 years of college. I was top of my class in school but I was miserable. I just feel so bored. I've done two years of electrical engineering, but I really don't feel like ever working a job, the boredom would kill me.

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me. I don't really care about anything, I hate everyone, I want nothing, I don't know why I don't off myself.