So lately this past few weeks i've been having a sort of tunnel vision. Every time i see someone that challenges me at something e.g checkers i would do everything in my power to absolutely crush them. This normally has some backlash, but that's not the main reason why i'm posting this.

Lately i'm attracted to a different type of a girl to what i'm normally attracted to. Normally it's the petite very petite white femine quiet girls, you know the ones that couldn't hurt a fly. Now i'm attracted to girl a that is black, 5'10 very loud and most probably going to be a single mother. You know the type , the type of girl that oozes (IMO) feighned confidence and independence when in reality she's fragile as fuck. Every time i see this girl on the bus i get a boner and i picture my self just making her scream while i try all sorts of positions in my head.(Not sure if this is a side effect of Nofap)

Now the problem is (Don't shoot me) i'm 16 she's 15.

How do i stop these urges to dominate in my head without: 1.Losing smv 2.fapping