I just thought about this and realized i have a slave mentality. I was fired from one of my jobs, by one of my managers, while the other one called me in for another job offer. I agreed. I work with him now, doing thing i hate, not getting paid well - but cannot leave. I feel like a bird, that has been in the cage for a long time, and after you open a cage door for it, it doesn't fly out anymore. Even if you force it out, it flies back into the cage. Financialy i don't have any debts, i live in my own appartment - so there is no need for me to find work right away, especially a shitty job like this. But i can't leave. I have fear of missing out. I think the decision that i am going to make, will make me regret it after. (My boss did a great job, brainwashing me, with the idea that his company will become huge in couple of months, even though it sucks balls right now.) I'm tired.