For the last week or two I find myself saying the wrong thing. First I have found myself feeling very disappointed or disgusted with the actions of women lately. Especially the more I see and think about AWALT. I think it is coming out in negative ways.

This week I had a plate who was supposed to meet me after work to get something to eat before we went back to my place. Well, she was late. No call/ no show. I waited a little bit but then I fired off a text. Basically saying my time is valuable and I can't believe she didn't show or didn't call. I can't remember the exact words but it was cutting and borderline too much. Then she called about 40 mins late saying she they kept her over at work and her phone was dead. It was an awkward night. Honestly I think I've burned that bridge.

Today another I'm not sure how to classify her (FWB/Plate) was supposed to meet up at this afternoon. The plan was to run some errands with me, then go back to my place. She as a BF but we still get together on a regular basis but he doesn't know. So it pops up on FB this morning she is with him doing some stuff. About an hour before she is supposed to meet me she calls and ask if we can meet another time. I ask why, she says she has some things going on. I ask if she is with her BF and if that is was is going on, she gets quiet. I tell we had plans to get together, and an argument starts. I tell don't come over. Next thing I know she is at my front door. She told her BF she had to leave and come over. She said I ruined everything with her and her BF today because she started crying. She had some excuses but I didn't feel like fucking. So she left.

I have another plate supposed to come over this Tues (she has a BF and is on a trip with him right now). And frankly AWALT is kind of sickening to me and it's starting to come out in negative ways.

Has anyone else experienced this and how did you handle it?