basically I get the girl dying to suck my cock and I just cant let her do it...

I can get a girl attracted to me but I never make the 'move' by kissing her, we touch, we hug but I cant kiss a girl.

My friends stopped helping me with this cause I had a girl meet me everyday all day and go to my room multiple times and I didnt even kiss her I just cant do it, I feel a dread to it

Im 20 year old virgin and cant do it at all, I just went full beta after not making the move with this chick for the 6th time and now she doesnt reply to me so I lost her and she was the perfect gamer girl

I dont know what to do, I just fail and not im feeling suicidal cause my friends are getting tired of me since I got it all easily but I dont take it and then conplain, girls are getting tired of me not eating them out and im losing faith in myself

Please help guys, I think I have mental problems...