So a few nights ago I messaged a gal from school that I hadn't seen in awhile because I happened to randomly see her post on social media - we had been at the same restaurant/bar and I said "missed u" and she replied with a heart emoji and said "must have missed each other." I thought I had maybe seen her by herself but I didn't flag her down because I was talking to the guy I was there to eat with.

Then last night I did run into her and she was with another gal and some guy I don't recognize. I clammed up worse than I have ever done in years. Started acting anti-social and kept to myself even though she seemed happy to talk to me and the people I was with. I had been drinking goddamn 10% craft beer after a mixed drink and I was more "out of it" than I had anticipated. I know I'm totally overthinking it and such - by looking her up the next day, but I did and she seems to have unfriended me...

I don't think I said anything horribly awkward (maybe?) and more so just kept to myself and was texting a friend trying to get a ride; but she did shout my name across the bar and had me tell some stupid bullshit story from way back when. I'm going nuts over why she would do the heart emoji I guess maybe that could be what she would send to anybody? Or why she would unfriend me?

And also I got into some shit unrelated to this girl and my asshole friend ended up breaking some expensive shit in my car after more drinking and I kind of went into a bad state and went home and deleted all my past messages from all the social media and maybe had a panic attack and a sharp case of scarcity and I think maybe I deleted her and not the other way around but still it's one of the apps where you can see if the other person is following you but I was so out of it I think I blacked out and blocked her and unblocked her because I was so jealous and depressed.

Really thinking I should just wait to talk to her unless I run into her in person again but I really want to get with this girl and last night I basically took ten big steps backwards regarding all the improvements I had made with game and women in general.

It was almost like she brought out that version of me that I was when I knew her almost ten years ago but hey at least I'm alive.

So how the hell can I play this off or should I double down and act like fuck that guy he's a doucher and act like I'm not interested or...? Never faced anything like this and I may have to just pull the plug on this one... I feel like this was 10x worse than any fuck-up I've ever made since she is HB7 and basically flirting with me just from knowing the blue-pill me all those years ago.