I have been going out with this girl (HB 6) for 1.5 years and i just broke up with her less than a week ago so I can have sex with other women.

I am on my purpose by trying to go to law school and working out religiously, but I miss her a lot. I know this is totally against TRP and i should have an abundance mindset but i don’t. I have been swiping on Tinder for days and barely anything. My school is entirely remote and all I do is go to the gym and study. My homies are all busy and it’s just not enough.

I am in leadership positions at school but i don’t interact with anyone in person because of this fucking COVID. I want to call her so bad and she’ll take me back in a second (90% sure). She added value in my life by supporting me in my studies, letting me take control of everything, listened to what i told her, taking me places (i have no car), and stayed with me unconditionally. Sex was good but i always wanted other girls. I always wanted to prove to myself i can sleep with many other women. She is a lot of maintenance because she is so emotional but damn she was really obsessed with me. I have never in my life been “loved” like that. And she’s not that attractive. I’m not thinking she’s a unicorn but she’s all i got. I can’t stand being alone.

I need other opinions.