Alright, this will be long, so il first start with a smaller background story, ive been adopting red pill for the past two years and wow, what a save, i mean i dont know what it is about red pill that made me change, was it the fact that i opened my eyes or the fact that i was a 17 year old bum whos own father called "12 year old that needs to fix himself and become a man". Perhaps it was both.

Now on to the story and problem

I just want to make clear that TRP has helped me quite a ton and it occured excatly when i moved up to a middle university, here in Sweden. This school is pretty big and has almost 2000 students in it, and ive never really been a shy person, actually quite the opposite, what was holding me down wasnt me being shy, i was a little overweight, not obese mind you, but half chubby,this made my face look very bad and i had bad skin care. When i started gradually changing myself by taking care of myself, i went from a 5 to a solid 8, fortunately for me getting into shape was very easy, as i had good genes and facial aestetics, and motivation [ Thanks dad] i just had a face that looks very bad when a tad bit overweight but improves margins when in shape. All of this combined with the new attitude i gained and advice, made my social standing as one of the most popular in the school, i got party invitations and general social events, like crazy, people generally wanted to be with me and it was honestly conforming to know that. I slept with a good amount of chicks and i almost always used condoms, because better to be safe then sorry. However as with all supposed fairy tails a problem arrive, and for me it has really affected me in a way and i will tell you now, i meet this HB9 in a party hosted by a girl friend of mine, im really only friends with her because she is rich and throws great parties. Most people there went on my school, including the HB9

And i am very harsh on my grading, but this girl had it all physically and appeared mentally good aswell, boy was i wrong on the second part, so i hooked up with her, and it took time but i reeled her in, and eventually we fucked, she was hard to get, which in my opinion is good , at it means she has some kind of integrity. However this regular fucking turned almost every into a daily fucking, we both got the feels, i was her alpha but , i did the worst thing a supposed TRPer can do, i developed a oneitis.

we had a defacto LTR, even though i didnt call it a LTR, we were practically behaving as one, but in these weeks, i started seeing her true colours, she was very obsessive and extremely jealous and insecure, i mean she actually told her friend to hit on me in IG just to test me. But i was still hooked, stupidly enough, until one night, i started going through everything again in TRP reddit, and i got to my senses, i realised that i was screwing up and i realised that i was doing something that would ruin me. I manned up and dumped her the next day, she was fucking going psycho on me by calling me almost 12 times, yea she actually called me 12 times in the duration of 2 hours. But that was okay, honestly i even found it funny and amusing, maybe its sick maybe not, up to you.

And at the moment i thought i was done with her, i started getting new plates and it worked fine, i mean honestly at that point of time i would say that i was at my peak. I was happy,confident and life just rolled on.

Until, i started coming to the school one day and realised that i was getting a lot of hate stares from most of the chicks, i mean stares that would kill a man, literally. I thought it was just a coincidence and shrugged it off, went on with the day, until a former plate that i still have friendly relations with, took me to the side and told me the story, i found out that the girl i made my oneitis had spread rumours that i had harrased her and was violent with her, she didnt claim rape but in this day and age , the rumours she spread could be seen as bad as rape. Keep in mind im going to a mid university in Sweden. However It all culminated , when one of the girls friend, and keep in mind that the, HB9 is also fairly popular with the girls in my school, so she has influence and some degree of power, now her friends came towards me in the school cafeteria. Me and my pals were having a normal day, so they come in a very angry manner, as in "Shit is about to go down" mood, and came to me, and started shouting at me, now ive been roasted and ive roasted, keep in mind that the guys i hang with are the masters of burning people with roasts, so ive grown a rather thick skin, but the shit these ladies spouted infront of everyone, the way they embarrased me, made me sick to my stomach, ive never been that weak and fragile in my life, not even in my beta days.

Now thank god, i have a great standing with many of the prominent guys here and they all cheered me on and stood by my back, they kind of took the burden of my shoulders by arguementing with them, shit were thrown at me and shit was thrown back, some of the girls hit one of my best friends , while he was being with his girlfriend and that started a even bigger fight. I mean it was like a riot scene. I had a good pokerface, but inside i was honest to god, fucking breaking down. All of that because this whore spread rumours about me. But i wouldnt let that break me later, i shrugged it of again and, honestly it made me stronger, i still had a good standing with a lot of the people, mostly guys so i was fine.

Until, i receieved a message in the school app, that im being booked for a meeting with the whole school board, psychologists that are in the school, and another agency that handles bullying,sexual harrassment and the whole lot. Im having this meeting on next Friday, and honest to god, i am feeling very bad right now, like i cant even go out, because i could handle the stares,the fights, the shouting, the cafeteria. But when it enters the legal standing, i get a shit ton of bad thoughts about me being branded a sexual harrasser and im worried that it might ruin my work life, which in this country is a death sentence.

Im freaking out and i need help, i need some advice, maybe this was the wrong place, maybe not , il find out now i guess.