I've read the sidebar. I've been reading the posts here for a while. I lift. I go out and approach. But I'm having a lot of trouble properly integrating TRP into my life, and I feel like the real issue is that I haven't internalized it

The problem is, I feel like it all hasn't sunk in. I read about AWALT, and about how women just want the best they can get. How we're all biological creatures, and love doesn't exist. And I just say, "Ok, that makes sense" and keep going. I've had no anger faze, no nothing.

How can I properly process and internalize trp?