Im loosing control of my life ".. There was a point that i isolated myself to the point of not seeing froends and family for months and in result i lost what i build(game,SMV,jobs etc) ..After getting over of that short " depression" i started building my life again from scratch and managed to succeed as im stronger than ever.However the past days i feel like that even if i try harf to let that past period of negativy behind me..small daily things keeps reminding of that period of my life that i wasnt strong enought to deal with it.It like for every step i go forward two steps backward follow.. Is tge problem my state of mind;how the fuck can i release control ;