Today I sat home and did nothing in particular. I absolutely despise this fact. You know what I want? I want my own place. I want to be able to grab a backpack and go hiking, all day, and shit, maybe sleep in a hammock under the stars even. I want to not have be anywhere at any particular time. I want freedom. God jesus I fucking want FREEDOM FUCK. I want to be able to go out, all day hang out with people if I want, and not have to worry about my parents being on my case. I want to take some speakers, listen to pink floyd, and watch the stars dance all night. GOD JESUS WHY CAN'T I DO THIS FUCK. I want to be free from school. I don't want to work some shitty ass job. I don't want to worry about the gas bill or car insurance or cell phone bills or credit cards. I want to be able to ride my bike to everything I need in my life and TO BE HAPPY. THAT'S THE BIGGEST ONE. I want to make my own money and be independent. I want to have a simple life without all these expectations that society my family or the world loads on me. Is this too much to ask? Am I in the wrong and I just don't see it? Jesus tell me something. anything