Hey guys,

I am currently in monk mode after a ended LTR (6y) trying to improve my self by training with weights again and catching up on Sidebar material and TRP books.

However as I don’t have any plates yet ( I hope I can get some at some point) and I am not pursuing ones either, since still at monk mode, hence my sexual interactions with females are non existent.

The problem with this is that I am finding my self catching random beta feelings for a female who gives a lot of IOIs (Worst part she is a colleague, I would never break the don’t shit where you eat rule either) The funny thing is I know for a fact I should not be catching said beta feelings(has all the red flags in the world) So just the fact a hot bitch with a vagina is giving me IOIs I go all beta catchy feely?

I know it’s purely my male hormonal system going crazy, pumping me with all weird shit. As I am somewhat “unplugged” I know better and don’t give in to any beta/cuck action. However fighting against my primal nature it is getting rather uncomfortable, especially since it is getting strained daily.

Should I end the monk mode and go build abundance and pursuit plates? So I can get rid of these feelings? I don’t think I am ready to end the monk mode, therefore I am sitting in this predicament.

Any thoughts gentlemen?