I'll cut the crap and tell you that im a handsome, tall, dark haired, well dressed dude who could womanize Audrey Hepburn and Marilyn Monroe in their prime. Since swallowing the pill I let all limits loose and go full blown douchebag. I probably get away with it because im above average looking, but the point is: the girls dig it. They follow me and worship me like I was their one and only god. There's sex appeal in being like that. We know women dig it when you don't give a shit and nothing affects you emotionally.

My problem is that I've come to a point where im tired of treating people like shit and using them for their vagina and breasts. The problem for me is that I envision the entirety of the Red Pill in Black and White. Picture one of those fine lines hanging from mountainside to mountainside, 5000 feet above the ground. One side is the highground where you thrive in prosperity and women, whereas the other one is the betaplayground where Greg from "The Last American Virgin" 1982 edition hangs out with his friends.

I'm concerned that if I surrender my own Hank Moody and cross to the dark side that there is no middle ground. If women find me attractive for how I am at current stage, they surely will be bored if I stop being that guy and move on the next fun thing. How can I settle down with a woman, whilst still having fun and giving no shits - but without being a beta orbitor?

Does one have to just live life spinning plates and hard nexting those who disrespect you? Is there no way to "settle down" and still keep that respect from women?