Two main questions towards bottom. Background info in the first 1/2 of post.

20 years old. Met this fine fat ass chick last summer at this house party, gamed her to a T. Bridged a later date since i had to leave early. Found out that she had a boyfriend (Pre-red pill) so I thought that meant she was off limits. Didnt initiate anything after finding out. Few days later, SHE hits ME UP saying it was nice meeting me. I direct the meetup, seeing that she doesn't care about him so why should I?

We meetup, I mack, all that good stuff. Lead to my spot later, escalate, escalate too hard to fast (hand on pussy too early), Anti slut defense and boyfriend guilt kick in bad, I remain as if nothings wrong, shes thrown off by this. She leaves, text with apology next day.

A few months later, I reach out again, as there was chemistry, she was fine, and I figured it would be worth the shot. Meetup, mack, escalate at my spot, pick her up take her to bedroom, shits gettin hot. I can feel shes a little hesitant though. As soon as I try to get clothes off she stops me, starts crying and tells me a shitty story about how some dude gave her herpes and how shes never told anyone before. I thanked the fuck out of her for that, I know stories my boys have told me about hoes knowingly not saying shit. So she leaves, I hug and kiss her goodye and sat on my couch bummed in awe of what just happened.

KEY BACKGROUND OVER.

After swallowing the pill. I saw her between that time and now at two social events i invited her to, one time alone (last night) so she could give me something artistic she made.

Now youre probably thinking: Whys this dude still fucking wit this slutbag? Next the bitch. Well, Because, I genuinely enjoy our chemistry, she doesn't annoy me, she has an attention span, I like talking to her, like looking at her and all of that even after the disgust in the truth of woman TRP has embedded in me. A relationship with her isnt something I want, something I wouldn't have been able to say before TRP ( I actually just turned down a plate seeking just that from me last week), her either I feel like. Were both really into our passions and our own lives and dont care for a relationship (her and her boyfriend are no more). After hanging last night though, theres still slight tension and lots of eye fucking, we both keep it friendly though because of the boundary I discussed earlier, plus like i said we enjoy each others presence occasionally.

So i write all of this to ask:

Am I doing myself and my path to ridding myself of all beta behavior and qualities harm by occasionally engaging myself in a friendly like relationship with this girl I want to but cant fuck? Is there a place for a girl like this in an Alphas world and how does he manage and optimize it? I dont have crazy feelings about this girl or anything. I understand and have fully accepted the AWALT concept. But this girls mad cool and im new to TRP concepts and want to somehow manage this dynamic between us in harmony with everything I've learned from this community.

HOW MUST I DO THIS?