In 2 years ago’s summer, i was working in a village as an animator. Since the first days, i started to hang out with the village Manager’s daughter. Be aware that i never struggled with girls in my life. I obviously still didn’t knew anything about TRP, but i wasn’t a Beta either, at least not at all. By that, i mean that usually i was able to stand for my self and that i wasn’t a needy guy. I really liked that girl, she is at least an 8 and at that time, in my eyes she was at least a 9. We were getting closer as the time went by, and obviously i was banging other chicks from time to time. The first problems, started when one of my friends, said to me that one of our colleague, talked to her about me and her, and she said to him that her didn’t liked my attention and stuff like that. When he said those stuff to me, i was really sad, but i decided to pull back from her. She noticed some changes in me, and decided to confront me about it. She said that she was saying that kind of stuff because of the fact that everyone knew who we were, so she was uncomfortable in public and on top of that, she was annoyed from the fact that a lot of people kept asking things about our relationship. Also, she said that even tho she liked me, she was trying to avoid to kiss me or stuff like that, because was about to arrive in the village a guy with which she had a story 1 years before and she was really into him and viceversa. I said to her that i didn’t care about that stuff and that she can do whatever she wants when him will arrive. Long story short, she kissed me that night. Next day, this guy arrived and she kind of ignored me until the night. She obviously said to me that she was still feeling something towards this guys and i was fine with that. Me and this guy, become even good friends. In these 2 weeks, in which this guy was in the village, i was finally banging other chicks, and at the same time, they weren’t as close as she thought they would’ve been. When this guy got back to his home, we started to getting closer again and eventually we were in a kind of exclusive relationship. Obviously, nothing of too serious, since we live in different citys. And it is from this point that i started to fuck the things up. Obviously, at the same time, she wasn’t that easy to be with. I started to be needy, i was trying to spend all of my free time with her and while i was working, i was too much focused on her. She started to gradually pull back, until my last night in the village. That night, she said that she doesn’t like our relationship as “lover” and that we should stay friends since she loves to talk with me and stuff like that. I was ok with that, especially because i was coming back home and i wasn’t even thinking to start a long distance relationship or stuff like that. Long story short, after 30 minutes, she tried to kiss me multiple times. Obviously, the first times, i rejected her, but then i decided to kiss her the last time. Since then, we met each other 3 times. The first time, was in the same village, since i come back for a few days, since my brother was still there. The second time, we met each other in my city, since her father is born in my city, so she has some family member in my city. The last time, we met each other 1 years ago around her city, since i was in there in vacation during Easter. Nothing happened between us in those 3 times. Also, we never went further than some kisses. She was virgin at the time. I think that she is probably the reason why i found out TRP, because i know that i fucked up a lot with her, and at the same time, she was able to fuck with my head. I never used to be needy and that was probably the first time that i got dumped. We talk to each other through Instagram, whatsapp and stuff like that from time to time. I told her that i was going to work in another village this summer. After a while, she sent me a photo of her, saying that she miss me and stuff like that. She also said that she asked to her father to help her to find a job in the village in which i’m going to work, since he knows a lot of people. So basically, this year, we are going to work in the same village for something like 2 months. I have a lot of TRP knowledge now, but at the same time, i also think that i’m less interested in her compared to what i used to be 2 years ago. What do you guys think about the situation? Do you think that it was just my fault to fucking up the situation, or she is the kind of girl that i should avoid? Should i try to fuck her or should i ignore her? She is able to let me think that she likes me a lot and two second later, she is able to let me think that she didn’t like me at all so idk.

TLDR: 2 Years Ago’s summer, i met this girl in a village and we started to hang out. I probably fucked up by being needy and stuff like that. This summer, i’m going to work in another village, and she decided to work in the same village. She is probably the reason why some months ago, i found out about TRP and she is able to fuck with my head. One second she let me think that she likes me, after one second she is able to let me think that she doesn’t care about me. Should i try to fuck her or should i try to avoid her?