Mostly, after a fairly productive day, I sometimes feel kind of lonesome. Sure, I'll call a plate over. After she's arrived, or we've banged, I don't feel satisfied. I mean, it's like this isn't really what I want, and I'll get annoyed and politely kick her out. This happened with three girls in the past week.

What I'm getting at here is that I feel like plate spinning doesn't satisfy me, at least not internally. But at the same time, after a while, I do find myself yearning for a woman's touch and company.

Have we got an alternative to this? Where is this dissatisfaction coming from? How do I get the wind back in my sail here?