I'm not here to brag, nothing like that but right know things in my life are kinda going very good. I'm starting to live by playing video games (yeah I know nerd shit BUT i'm making money with it) , that was my dream a couple of years ago, it's getting better and better by the day. I'm losing weight (almost 33lbs) and even though I'm not getting any girls att (because I need to lose at least another 40lbs for that) I'm feeling way better and seeing my potential.

The thing is, sometimes I feel this enormous urge to conquer everything, hug the world and shit but then I feel depressed and don't want to do shit anymore, start to doubt myself. It's like a fucking rollercoaster, how can I center myself? Let things go as they go