I've only been RP'd for a month or so now, been lifting/exercising like crazy in that time period, already down 10 pounds. (from 222-211 right now) but I still have a LONG way to go, and I know that.

Anyway, the only plate I have right now ( HB6-7) is going pretty well. Fucked her on the first day we met, following all the guidelines to keep it casual and fun. But I fucked with my shirt on. She didn't say anything or made it into an issue, but it's something I was thinking about. But as someone not used to having plates it has helped my general confidence.

Only issue, I still feel extremely self-conscience about my weight and body. I know I'm making progress but until I really see results it's tough to shake the mental roadblocks I have. I'm plenty confident in other areas, just not here.

It really came through today, the plate texted me after a few days some sexy pictures and said she missed me, I replied a bit and told her to meet me at my place tonight. She asked for a dick pic, I complied, then she asked for another one of my whole body. I haven't responded because I don't really know what to do. I can't take one where I like it or feel good about it, or I could just ignore it but I don't want to be a pussy about this.

I know in months when I get more to where I want to be this won't be an issue anymore (I hope) but for now its a huge mental roadblock.