Ive been working on myself and improving. Been on the right path but still making mistakes. My old high school crush started taking notice and became interested. I tried playing it cool and not forcing anything. Any way covid happens and shes still interested but i wasnt showing alot. Focusing on myself and improving. I was finally about to make a move then i noticed i had some genital warts. WTF. This really threw me off my game a little. At the same time my doctor retired so i couldnt get treated. Which lead to me delaying making that move. I had planned to take her out kayaking or go for a hike soon but last night i saw on IG she went kayaking with some other guy. I was supposed to do that but ive been autistic and waiting for too long. I dont know where to go from here. I dont really have oneitis but i cant say im not kinda pissed off. Like that was supposed to be me. Did i miss my turn? Should i still pursue? Give it a week or two? I feel like an autist. I dont really care in the long run. Ill be alright. Ive learned my lesson and need to make a move when i should but covid and my personal health and other issues delayed that. Was this all just some bad luck?