I've seen that Jeff nipard guy who is only like an inch taller than me and has seen how he doesn't look scrawny despite his height. I'm sure he trained for years but I wonder if anyone has pics of where his journey begun.

I'm feeling a bit down with my mental health at probably the lowest point in my life. I know it's over for me SMP wise but maybe I can make my potato face with shit and terrible frame and maybe make myself a bit less turdy.

I doubt that I'll look good with muscle, but its whatever.

I've read countless studies that lifting does improve sexual marketplace value regardless. I'll probably not be dateable even after getting larger but at least I will feel only 50% as depressed as before.

I'll be called a gymcel by other people in my situation since obviously my face won't change from lifting, but at least since I plan to find some of the craziest mad scientist craniofacial surgeons to look at my face, it will give me less reason to turn me down on the basis of me not trying hard non surgically.

So where do I begin? Someone point me in the right direction please.